I want to go to Japan, London, just for vacation. Or even move there. Work there. Or become someone wife hahahaha. I want to have an interesting life. I want to be good. I want a good life. I want to have a higher ambition. Or something or something. And here I am. Stuck. Making no progress at all in my life. And im growing older. And nothing I have done. Nothing. Fuck. You are so useless tir. Worthless. Useless. Why am I even alive?